There

There,
Physically
You’re there
Emotionally
You’re not
Emotionally
Stopped
And shut down
Turned away
From you
But you there
You’ve taught me
To mask up
To turn off my emotions
You’ve shown
A different part of life
Here
Maybe just maybe
There is that part of me
That when
We get at it
Again and again
That just maybe
You should’ve taken their offer
Years ago
Just to be selfish
Just to not have
A problem child
To not have this or that worry
To just have 1
Maybe just maybe
You wish that too
When you go at me
Again and again
Then there
You’ll be happy
Then maybe just maybe
You won’t push 3 away
Like you did me
When 3 was born
Or will you push me away harder this time
Like you did before
Maybe just maybe
I won’t come back
Maybe just maybe
I’ll just be on my own
Maybe just maybe

I won’t call back
Maybe just maybe
I will disappear
Maybe just maybe
I will go through life with no contact
Maybe just maybe
We’ll separate harder than before
Maybe just maybe
I won’t see you again
Maybe just maybe
You’ll realize how much you blocked me out
Maybe just maybe
You’ll read this and realize my words
Maybe just maybe
you’ll see me
And what I see
Maybe just maybe
You’ll try and change
Maybe just maybe
It’ll be too late
Maybe just maybe
It’s your fault we are like this